We joined as a batch of fresh recruits from Campus… From different colleges… different streams …technologies.. but with similar fears… Will I clear the cut off at the end of the training period..Am I fit for the software industry??? Can I code?? Design ?? hmmmph….
Three years have gone by and I cant bring myself to believe that .. Today is important… no I don’t wanna describe it as special… From today I will be left alone in the 3 BHK that was once home to a whole bunch of us… For quite some time it was just the 2 of us and she is gonna leave today..
A lot of issues cloud my mind… Where should I shift to? Will I be able to find roomies sharing my lambda?? Lambda… vibes… that’s what am gonna miss the most… We rarely found other gals sharing the same sense of humor … the same cheekiness J maybe there was something wrong with us or the crowd around us,…. They found us odd.. They could not understand how we could frequent the shack like tea shop round the corner… or how we jumped like crazy during the beach trips.. or how we d spent the whole day loafing around and stay late to finish our work..
Independence .. space… that’s something I savor the most… But today am getting affected at being left alone … it will pass…we can replace the void .. replace people…felt so always…but today am doubtful… it takes ages for me to develop the bonding… but then its my decision to stay on… to steer my career on the right track…the personal life has to wait.. Have made a couple of wrong decisions in life… fingers crossed.. …..
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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